What do I do with my relationship...? PLEASE take the time to read everything, I really need some opinions <3*?

Unfortunately, you've let yourself decide that you are in love with him, so any intellectual persuasion we try offer to you will go right over your head....because your final sentence said you cannot see living your life without him. Well, you may not think you can, but you should...he is still a little boy having fun, and you will mess up your life latching on to him. His friends are losers? Then don't let this guy add YOU to his list.